Misery, Sans Company

My back has been hurting a while.

For some reason, it's starting to depress me a lot.

I feel like a prisoner in my own body.

I don't feel like myself. I hear myself talk and it doesn't sound like me. I feel irritable about things I normally wouldn't care about. I've snapped at people that love me.

There is no good excuse for being such a meanyface.

I'm like the luckiest girl in the world. And so what if my back hurts? It's my own fault for not taking care of myself. I have no one to blame but me.

So if I've snapped at you, or been no fun to be around, I'm really sorry.

I'm trying.