It's Gotta Get Better

Can we start 2006, please? Cause it really has to get better than 2005. I am done with this year. I? am showing this year the hand. It can talk to it.

I have the crazy-jungle-flu that's been going around. Everyone in my office is talking about Airborne. It's this stuff created by a elementary school teacher who was tired of being sick all the time. Supposedly, if you take it when you first get symptoms, it'll make it stop. Did I listen when someone told me that? Nooooooo.. I had to buy something ELSE. That didn't WORK. Bah!

School, I think, will be going better for me, because I dropped a class. Work, school, homework, and a emotionally overwhelming social life have become too much. Something had to give, and so it wouldn't be me, I picked the class I hated the most.. and dropped it. I feel irresponsible. And also? Kinda free. Of course, I'll still have to drive to JSU everyday, cause I can't make myself drop an art class. Even though I get annoyed with the amount of work they want us to pump out (one studio hour of work = two hours at home. so... 6 hours of studio time a week means 12 hours at home, so for 2 art classes that's 12 studio hours and 24 hours of work at home a week and no fucking wonder I was having a nervous breakdown) I still love art. Working and working and working ... and then that moment where it all makes sense on paper and it comes together and YES this is what I wanted!

It's an artgasm, that's what it is.

Anyway, I love that feeling. So even though it's hard it's worth it. I don't get that same love from say.. hours and hours of Geography. Does anyone? Really? No. Really?!

REALLY?!